Wednesday, July 9, 2008

How long should I wait

As I stir in the silence of these four walls I often wonder are you still thinking of me. I am contemplating on weather to pick up the phone and call you, or do I sit and wait for the phone to ring. Because there is that, met you at the club, pass you my number and wait for you to call three days later rule. But damn…. Was I not that good looking for you to want to go against this man rule that we have all come to know. I mean what rule do I have as a woman? Is it possible for me to come up to you and say damn you ass looks good in those jeans what are you doing later on tonight. Do you have a girl and if so can I still get your number. Maybe we can go out for some drinks later. Or would that be coming on too strong.

Oh and lets not forget the 7 day rule of I will call you back.
The night before when you had your arms wrapped around my ass, licking my body like as if this sweat caramel was going to melt, and with every thrust in and out you body moaned more than I could. But, what if the tables were turned. Would we be considered this shit and the men the hoes and bitches? No instead they place the Barbie doll figure with the Kim kardashian ass on a pedal stool like a damn Olympic gold medal, and the ones that are not so great, fuck in the dark, don’t come outside with them, the will just be another hash mark in your book to show how much of a man you think you are.

Damn I need one of those books. You know the book that we keep with the hash marks of the all the men that asked us was it better than the last guy, was my dick bigger than his, and we just smile and said yes and turn around and don’t pick up the phone when he call back. And it’s always the little dick man that breaks the rules. Do I wait for him to call or do I call him. It’s only been one day. I’ll just keep stirring in the silence of these four walls waiting for him to call because I know my shit was …… oh wait let me get that…. I guess he was thinking of me.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Express yourself




Who said poems had to rhyme. They are only meant to open the minds and ears of what you need to say. Write down you love poem that expressed the day you found love or thought you did.
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Do I really want this

This is a poem that I created when I met my husband. Sometimes you can only express your feeling on paper. Do you remember when you feel in love? Or are you still looking? Love tends to hide when you are looking for it.



I want to be held in his arms.
I want the fears of my world to be swallowed up in his arms
I want the tenderness of his kiss.
The same kiss that makes me fall to my knees every time my lips touch his. I want that touch that makes my skin feel like silk.
But do I really want this?
To run away would be the easiest thing to do.
I need to save my heart. I need to save my soul.
But how can I run when this man holds my heart and soul in his hands.
I have only known him for eight weeks.
Eight weeks my world has been turn upside down in a way I thought only my dreams could reveal.
The sky looks blue now. No longer the colorless shades of gray and black.
I breath him, I feel him ..... damn I think I love him.
But do I really want this.
Do I want to feel the butterflies surrounding my stomach everyday with just the though of his voice warming my soul.
Do I want my mind filled with worries with thoughts of when he leaves to go back home there may be someone on the other side to steal his heart away.
Do I want the pain that he will awake and say I don't want you anymore.
It's so easy to run away
It's so easy to runaway from the pain of a broken heart yet to come.
For now I will remain on cloud 9
With the colors of heaven and the rich smell of red roses surrounding the air.
With crystal blue water, and the soft shades of purple and pink intertwining together at the end of the day.
Yet I have only seen this once, I will remain lost in his arms.
I will remain weak to the knees with just a simple kiss.
I will continue to have those lovely butterflies nurturing my hunger for love.
Until the day he can tell me I love you too with all my heart and soul.